geez… why does this have to feel so complicated when it’s suppose to be fun? honestly… I don’t have time for these games. This is like the second time you’ve done this and it’s obvious you don’t give two shits less. You knew how much it hurt me last time and to do it again. Did it really help? Did it make you feel better? I hope it did. Just don’t fucking complain to me when I act distant. Because your actions cause these kind of actions.
I’m so fucking unhappy it’s killing me. The stress from everything is just becoming too much. I can’t find much happiness from anything anymore and i can feel myself slipping into the hole I use to be in. I can’t fucking sleep. I have no desire to sleep. Usually I can’t wait to sleep because its the only peace and rest my entire being gets. More than anything I don’t want to be alone right now but there’s just nothing I can really do about that. Oh well.