I honestly don’t care, lol I’m past caring.
how i feel like just about everyone. except some;) they’re cool<3
I have my faults, as many as anyone cares to pick out. But I won’t stand to hear your criticism, as far as I’m concerned you don’t hold any rights. You can’t blame a person for acting differently when it feels like the world is crumbling right under their feet. Each person reacts to certain situations different, it’s called being human. If you are dissatisfied with my actions, I don’t know what to tell you. Because I’m doing exactly what I think I need to, and that’s focusing on my small, broken family. Because they’re all I have in the whole wide world. If that puts me in a bad way, at least it’ll mean something to my family, that’s what really matters. Even if all we do is argue half the time and have so much tension in one house, it feels like it could explode. In the end if we all share even but one smile together in a day, It’s worth each and every day I choose not to go out. Of course, I can’t always stay indoors, don’t get me wrong I go out, I don’t just stay at home. I’ve been lucky enough to spend some days with people who, surprisingly, I didn’t have to ask first. That was such a pick-me-up. There are some people I wish I could see and hang out with. if the feelings are mutual, it’ll happen. But for right now, I’m content with only going out occasionally and staying home to make a difference in this household. I’m so tired of trying to avoid it, It’s already filled me with some regret, and I don’t want to wait until it’s too late. So if you want to criticize me fine, but don’t think I’ll acknowledge it.
It’s the littlest things you do that slowly break my heart.
I hate that feeling when you can feel yourself getting sick. Makes me feel so yuckie:(